Whats important?

There are many people I don't understand.

Why be nice to me if you don't want to be for the sake of doing it. Don't do me any favors. I have enough people around me who love me and want to be nice to me because we are friends.

I like me, that is the REAL important thing...

I hate having thoughts that I find disturbing.
I wish that I wouldn't feel so bad.
I am going to try harder to get over it.
I need to try harder to get over it.

I am so not a fan of holidays
especially thanksgiving....
glad it is over.

Some days I am filled with such hope and excitement. Other days, not so much...

Why can I not be a priority?

LUSH

I am a 24 year old girl
I live in Portland Oregon

I have a problem with drinking.
It has a strong hold on me.

I am working on changing that.
I like to improve myself.

I strive to be a good person.
I would like to be loved.

anyone?

I am not a bad person
trying to be good...
But a good person
trying not to do bad things.

My aunt Vanessa*in pink* and myself...